「dreaming dreams ✧」

Fairytale

2012-01-22T07:11:00.000-08:00

that's exactly something that would never exist

so dont tell me it is

no fairytale is real

none of them is

Goodbye, sweet dream.

2012-01-21T09:54:00.000-08:00

Final goodbye.

See you next time.

Process video of the front part of this drawing will be uploaded soon after i edit at friend place sobs. but i didnt record the middle part because my computer is so lag i cant stand it anymore orz........only the little bit of back part...orz

first attempt: failed.

DERP

Merry go round

2012-01-21T07:51:00.000-08:00

old works. all from 2008.

OTZ

Framed love

2012-01-20T05:51:00.000-08:00

Xsaye's cos summary

2012-01-18T13:21:00.000-08:00

Cosplay summary for the year 2010 to 2011!

(ok actually these are already all that i've cosplayed before since i first venture into cosplay world rofl.....)

~~click on it for bigger pic~~

XDDDD

must improve ......... in 2013 ...

SPM WHY U

Y AM I TAKING YOU

Hello, how are you?

2012-01-09T03:56:00.000-08:00

It will be fine,

everything will be fine....

Start of dream

2012-01-08T09:33:00.000-08:00

Old drawing. march 2010.

T&B || Believe

2012-01-06T08:18:00.000-08:00

Tiger and bunny!

Kaede Kaburagi

Photo by Kc

-- - ------ ---- -- - - ----- --

DERP

orz....edit more soon.....

Just a Dream

2011-12-28T07:19:00.000-08:00

open your eye

make up your mind

it's time to wake up

wake up

wake up from this nightmare

no more

not anymore

never ever again

its time to wake up

stay awake

if you fell asleep again this time

i doubt you will be able to wake up anymore

stay awake

T&B || Tiger and bunny with kaede

2011-12-26T09:22:00.000-08:00

Tiger and Bunny

Photo by razrig

Kotetsu T. Kaburagi : Jerry

Barnaby Jr. Brooks: Sakurai

Kaede Kaburagi : Xsaye

Saikang warrior: Senyakun

Tiger hat and bunny-chan belongs to sakurai~~

;_;

more coming soon~~~~~

shiawase kaede is shiawase....collecting more and more tiger for tiger harem durhurhur (slapped

XDXD

Merry ~~belated~~ Christmas and Happy new year !~

Comic Fiesta 2011

2011-12-22T06:24:00.000-08:00

Day 1 : Ren kogyoku from Magi

Day 2 : Rin Okumura from Ao No Exorcist

PREVIEW PHOTO FOR NOW. COMING SOON.

for now you can head here first for my da journal before i slowly update here with a snail speed orzzzzzz

shiawase * v *

Sum of year 2011 art

2011-12-22T03:29:00.000-08:00

I dont know what have i been doing the whole year. thank you.

brbdying

Kokoro

2011-12-12T02:29:00.000-08:00

Something i did back in May, terrible art block was terrible, itchy hand edited the drawing LOL orz

MAGI : Friends

2011-12-05T03:50:00.000-08:00

"Alibaba! Let's go and have a drink! "

photo by razrig

Magi: The labyrinth of magic

Alibaba cn Hapifelo

Kassim cn Xsaye

Aojawoirjaoirjfkdglrtijraosfjkdl this shoot was on impulse. really. our stuff couldnt arrive due to problem on kastam, so i just dragged my partner Hapi on tuesday on a ridiculous last minute plan of doing kassim and alibaba shoot since i have my wig... nearly done for cf supposely, and then we went fabric shopping the next day and i vomited out two set of costume O_O

wait how did i do that orz

Im on second thoughts on cosplaying kassim for cf day 1, because the wig is really troublesome, might end up as another character from magi (hint!!) ...who knows! XD

and yes, the kassim wig is selfmade, from ... leftover school exercise books and masking tape and etc, OTZ

It was really horrible as when we were just on the way to shoot location..it started raining cat and dogs and we had to change location ._.

i dont know so

T v T

more coming soon......soon..............

Only at Cf 2011, Special appearances by Shimokawa Mikuni and Ceui!!

2011-12-02T09:29:00.000-08:00

Yes you read that right! This year, Comic Fiesta 2011 brings you the special appearance of Shimokawa Mikuni and Ceui, on the first day of Comic Fiesta this year (17-12-2011)!!

Best part of all, there's absolutely no extra charge to meet this two extremely talented artist in person!

Making her first appearances in showbiz as a member of the idol group Checkicco, Shimokawa Mikuni has since rocked the world of J-pop with the opening and ending themes of various anime series. She is most famous for her work on the opening and ending themes of Full Metal Panic!

In 2007, she made her first Asian tour through numerous cities like Taiwan, Beijing, Macao, Hong Kong, Seoul and Singapore, giving rise to a pan-Asian fan base. Earlier this year, she began working with the Chinese search engine Baidu, and became the first Japanese artist to officially register with the site. The site now hosts an official message board for her, where replies are posted by Shimokawa herself!

Inspired by the Portuguese word for “Star”, Ceui is a prominent artist in the Japanese AniSong (portmanteau for “Anime Song”) circuit herself. This fantasy-filled singer-songwriter has performed the themes for Girl Who Leapt through Space, Legend of the Legendary Heroes, Shattered Angels, Sola and more.

Her concert in Hong Kong last October had seen the appearance of tens of thousands of fans. Upon starting her own message boards in earlier the same month, the number of subscribers have already reached above 65, 000!

This December 17, both of these talented artists will make their appearance at Comic Fiesta 2011 at the Kuala Lumpur Convention Center. The attendees of the country’s largest fan-made event will get to see them in person for the first time in Malaysia!

So what are you waiting for? Come join in the the fun and don't miss this great opportunity! See you guys there at Comic Fiesta!! XD

The show

2011-11-28T07:32:00.000-08:00

It's okay, there's still some time left...!

negative energy around me please go away, someone donate me rainbow energy please sob

im getting tired of everything

T_T

Wonder

2011-11-24T04:26:00.000-08:00

i do not want to know how does future look like

~~and i hope i stay young forever orz~~

~~/looks at future with greatest phobia/~~

CF2011: Day54/Day24 || Oct24/Nov23

2011-11-23T07:07:00.000-08:00

submission for both day for 100day countdown for this year's comic fiesta!

see you guys there XD

Preorder COMIC FIESTA 2011 Tickets!!

2011-11-19T03:47:00.000-08:00

Preorder Comic Fiesta Tickets Now!

You don't want to miss the chance to attend the most epic Animation, Comics and Games event of 2011--the 10th Comic Fiesta!

But...do you want to skip the massive queues at the event? Do you feel like saving abit of money so you'd have more to splurge on doujins, anime and manga goods? Pre-order your tickets (RM25 for 2 days) to save RM5 off the event price (Rm15/day) AND skip the (longer) queue--only 15 more days until the pre-orders close! ! More details can be found at http://tickets.comicfiesta.org. Comic Fiesta accepts bank transfer, wang pos and Paypal! Tickets are sold at the event as well.

Tickets are also available at our retail partners--Animetech, Suncomics, LittleAkiba and Cosplayer!

Comic Fiesta

Comic Fiesta is Malaysia’s longest-running and most epic convention that focuses on animation, comics and games (ACG). Comic Fiesta takes pride in celebrating all aspects of art and creativity (as well as the ever popular ACG culture), collecting all these elements in one location and unleashing this melting pot of human ingenuity to all members of society, both locally and internationally. More details can be found at Comic Fiesta's site comicfiesta.org or at their Facebook at facebook.com/comicfiesta

So what are you waiting for?! pre order your tickets now!

See you guys there!

Dreams

2011-11-15T10:08:00.000-08:00

someday... one day

Un-go : I cant read out the story loud?

2011-11-15T06:30:00.000-08:00

Photo by raz

Inga 因果 | UN-GO

photo by rai

massive edit by me for second picture /8'D

orz

Waiting for more episodes /// cant wait to see how the stories continues~

Inga is cute and interesting~ also sometime shinjuurou's pov and feeling about stuffs is similar to mine, so ..................

hurhurhur

Miss Liar, Frames of lies

2011-11-11T03:25:00.000-08:00

There's always a little lie behind every single truth and a little truth behind every single lie

T&B || 輝きの未来

2011-11-09T09:25:00.000-08:00

" ありがとう、そしてありがとう。"

鏑木楓 Kaede Kaburagi || Xsaye
Photo + Edit || Razrig photography

extra random edit by me XD

__________

Will upload more photo soon \o/

Can't think of what too write, its 1.55AM now and i feel so sleepy orz

update later \o/

thank you for visiting~

Behind the scene/ Extras:

Liar's Dream

2011-11-07T02:02:00.000-08:00

behind that smile

what could it have been

wondering

Before after

2011-11-06T03:33:00.000-08:00

What will you do living two faced, with two totally different identity?

Happy Halloween (≖ ‿ ≖)✧ .

2011-10-30T10:08:00.000-07:00

Photo by

Twin panda witch

HAPPY HALLOWEEEN EVERYONEEEEE

will post up more photo soon! OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARNABY-SAN XD

Comic Fiesta 2011 Special Screening: Hoshi Wo Ou Kodomo

2011-10-28T02:24:00.000-07:00

Comic Fiesta 2011 Special Screening:

Hoshi Wo Ou Kodomo

(Children Who Chase Lost Voices from Deep Below)

Comic Fiesta has always been more than just cosplay, comic books and

goodies. It’s about celebrating the creativity within all of us. This

year, Comic Fiesta's giving you a good reason to stay back after the

end of day 1 of CF 2011.

Makoto Shinkai, hailed as “The New Miyazaki” and the director of

critically-acclaimed animated features Hoshi no Koe and 5 Centimeters

per Second, will be showing something special in CF 2011. This year,

Comic Fiesta will be presenting the Southeast Asian premiere of his

latest epic masterpiece: Hoshi Wo Ou Kodomo (Children Who Chase Lost

Voices from Deep Below)!

Described by Shinkai himself as “his longest animation film to date”,

Hoshi Wo Ou Kodomo is a gorgeously animated, action-packed tale of

adventure, friendship and romance. Comic Fiesta 2011 will be the FIRST

screening of Hoshi Wo Ou Kodomo in Southeast Asia!

This film tells the story of a young girl named Asuna who spends her

days listening to a mysterious music coming from a crystal radio left

by her late father. One day, she is attacked by a monster and

subsequently saved by a boy named Shun. But Shun mysteriously

disappears and it’s up to Asuka to find out just what is going on.

The doors will open on the night of December 17, 2011 with a

super-special screening of Hoshi Wo Ou Kodomo for ALL Comic Fiesta

2011 attendees. But wait, there’s more! You’ll also have a chance to

get your hands on exclusive posters and folders autographed by Makoto

Shinkai himself!

More information will be released soon! Keep your eyes out for the

latest updates on this exciting activity at

http://comicfiesta.org/makoto-shinkai/, our forums at

http://forums.comicfiesta.org or through our Facebook account at

http://www.facebook.com/ComicFiesta.

Organized annually by SAYS Youth Society, Comic Fiesta is Malaysia’s

longest-running animation, comics and games (ACG) convention that

celebrates the best of art, creativity and the ACG culture. Entering

its tenth year, the 2011 event will be held at KLCC Convention Centre

on 17-18 December, 2011. Keep yourself updated with the latest news

about Comic Fiesta at http://comicfiesta.org/, our forums at

http://forums.comicfiesta.org or through our Facebook account at

http://www.facebook.com/ComicFiesta.

Tiger & Bunny !

2011-10-25T08:58:00.000-07:00

Photo by PK

Taken at gamp

TIGER & BUNNY !

Barnaby Jr.Brooks :
Kotetsu T.Kaburagi :

Kaede Kaburagi:

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Photos by Raz

note: you do not want to read this

aijoaiwjroiajwroiajwroiawjroa i finally cosplayed from this series gawd......It was so funny that after watching episode 17 if i was not wrong, or some episode near two months ago, i just got pumped up and rushed to my storage boxes and grab my yui hirasawa/hayate wig and start attempting to tie kaede's braid.... and it only succeeded the fourth time i tie it =A=|||

Was in denial whether to cosplay kaede at first or not, because she's only 10 and so tiny....what

But i was glad i managed to debut her at GAMP 2011, it was really fun shooting ho....minus the awkwardness ;/////;

thank you to and for taking a few photos with me... and Raz and pk for taking the photos .... orz embarrassment overload, i still can't believe i actually drew out the drawing kaede drew for her dear papa at the end of episode 17

i look like i just won a art competition /8'D

TIGER WHY ARE YOU SUCH A GOOD FATHERRR SOBS /cries in envy

ok thats all of my random rant, you've just wasted your life reading it sobs sorry

Kaede actually secretly loves oto-san, she's just tsun tsun and too shy to say it!!!

/serious face

ok bye.

CF2011: Day54/Oct24

2011-10-24T00:22:00.000-07:00

I will never never never ever again rush a drawing one day before history exam, its very very very bad. tyvm sobs

Do check out the forum post here and.... rate for it... ok nvm

GAMP 2011

2011-10-23T09:45:00.000-07:00

OHAI PEOPLES

I would like to say thanks to those who came over and say hi and bought things from our booth!

jajannng!

didnt get a photo with hapi with booth orz....

tired face and eye bags are gg, hectic week was hectic sobs

badges~~

Photo with miychi and beanprince ! They both have cute art and.....miychi why you so pro

Thanks for the art tradeee and the kaedes are so cute ;_;

art trade with bean prince and miychi!~ thanks for drawing my kaedeeee hurr

HURHUR

1 hour weird sketch for the gamp art contest themed "autumn" .... i duno what to do with the naruto cd i got, i am not a naruto fan and never even touched the series lmao

got 3rd place for this LOLOL

orz sobs sobs puru has epic drawing sobs

idk what else to type d so ....

thank you for reading and visiting us and supporting us, ho

ALSO

do check out our merchandise (badge/prints) here !!!

will upload photos of kaede soon.....enjoice.jpg

;///////; shiawaseeeeeeeeee

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total random blog post is random sorry

oh and my name is pronounced as "SA-YAY" or something similar to that, not "ex sa yay" "ex say" "sayur" "satay" "sai" "sei" etc... thank you very much... have been getting questions on my names pronunciation again... if you know how to read chinese, its actually 沙夜, or サエ in japanese or... "Sa-e"

.... thank you

sobs

.:VANILLA ELF:.

2011-10-13T08:33:00.000-07:00

Hi. I am back with more badges. That's All.

for more info please log on to http://xsaye.deviantart.com/journal/45007782/

Thank you very much.

LOLWHAT THE HELL AM I TRYING TO TYPE

updated: 19/10/2011

Just got the badges done from printing! /jumps around/

Anyone interested? XD

Pandora Hearts : Doki doki gakuen secret date

2011-10-04T04:52:00.000-07:00

preview orz.......

Oz Vessalius cn Hapifello

Alice B.rabbit cn Xsaye

;////////////////////;

School Day l!DRRR!

2011-09-30T03:01:00.000-07:00

(also known as a day without kururi Q__Q )

Izaya Orihara cn Hapifello

Mairu Orihara cn Xsaye

Photos by razrig

thank you:

orihara mairu costume - lolita cross

;/////////;

wanted to type captions but they are so .... /backspace

Pierrot

2011-09-26T04:55:00.000-07:00

we’re no longer the us from yesterday

no. just do not touch me
I’m not a pierrot

T_______T

Garden of Eden

2011-09-19T08:29:00.000-07:00

Garden of Eden

have you ever think of what will happen if you have an apple?

____________

drawing the tree was troublesome, boring at the same time enjoyable because i end up liking it LOL

Inspired by "theories" behind Mawarupenguindrum and all the concepts and meanings behind it, lolol do watch the show, it's really cute and interesting!

anyway, i really need a scanner ~~or an inkling~~ ._. have a urge to paint this digitally.... OTZ

oh well :/

enjoy your day and stay here! thank you for visiting!

Ookami san to shichinin no nakama tachi

2011-09-12T08:36:00.000-07:00

photo by raz

Okami-san and her seven companions

Okami Ryoko - TcFang

Ringo Akai - Lavena

Alice Kiriki - Xsaye

Otsu Tsurugaya - Cheryl

Majolica Le Fay - SooWeai

Otohime Ryugu - Ivy (was not able to attend)

*********

Debuted this at Animangaki Day 2! We were supposed to have a photoshoot earlier but were not able to make it as our costumes arrived late ;w; Even so we finally get to debut this at animangaki even thou our otohime could not attend ;w;

Ryoko Okami cn TcFang

Ringo Akai cn Lavena

Alice Kiriki cn Xsaye

Majolica Le Fay cn AkimotoYumi

this is the version we are cosplaying as!

more photos coming up soon!

K-ON!! - It's summer!

2011-09-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

It's summer!!!!!

keion-bu members!

Momo as Mio Akiyama

Annie as Yui Hirasawa

Hammi as Tsumugi Kotobuki

Mbek as Ritsu Tainaka

Xsaye as Azusa Nakano

Photos by Raz

other photog kc (waiting to get your set!)

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I think it has been long since i feel so happy during the shoot, thank you momo thank you annie thank you mbek thank you hammi thank you kc thank you raz for making me a very very very happy azusa sobs

we were just playing and trolling around in our character, it was really fun \o/ the shoot was done just before animangaki day 1 so it was quite short and rush but i really enjoyed it, thank you everyone m(_ _)m ;w; im sorry we had no choice but to rush the shoot as i had to rush back to take care of my 'fail' booth, vanilla elf. WE WILL IMPROVE OUR BOOTH NEXT TIME AWOIRJWOJAOWRJAOWR

KEION GO GO GO!

ps: this is the version we are doing!

I IZ A HAPPY AZUSAAAAA

Vanilla Elf (Animangaki Booth)

2011-09-08T09:05:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,

I'm having a booth for Animangaki this year, hope you guys can come and give me some support!

We are selling fanart badges, original art prints and moarr!

Interested? Do check out here for more info! The badges and prints are pretty limited so you better get it fast... 8'D I didn't print much ;w; only printed 5 copies of prints per drawing and certain badge, theres a few badge that i printed 3 only..... 8'D

I will be there myself after 12pm, do come visit me/entertain me/buy my stuff 8D (get shot)

SEE YOU GUYS THERE TOMORRROOOWWW

*excited*

photos from day 1 (sry for my ghetto!rin LOLOLOL!)

photos by razrig

updated a full report on animangaki! do check out here because i do not want to repost LOL

also before animangaki Day 1 had a short Keion shoot, do see the preview here!

THANKS FOR ALL WHO CAME AND SUPPORT AND SAY HI AND EVERYTHING!!!!!! I IZ A HAPPY AZUSA AND A HAPPY XSAYE THANK YOU VERY MUCHHHH

\spam loves\

thats all for today !

No. 6

2011-09-06T05:58:00.000-07:00

No .6

Lavena as Shion

Kagami as Nezumi

Xsaye as Inukashi

photo set/photographer by valho

i really don't know how to describe this shoot, it was so funny mainly thanks to stupid jokes and my "beggar" look of the day, basically it was fun going round and rounds in KL, and also letting out tmi to our dearest photog LOLOLOL

maybe i should have really photoshop on some cute dogs :'C
I guess im the only Inukashi that is irl afraid of dogs orz im sorry orz

..... ;w; have a nice day, orz

sidenote: sorry if you realise i just copy pasted the whole thing from my DA lol, really dont know what else to write ;////; orz

hope you enjoy the set! No.6 is awesome!

[ r e m e m b e r]

2011-08-16T09:57:00.000-07:00

second prelude

http://xsaye365.tumblr.com/

[ s i l e n t l i e s ]

2011-08-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

Photo by Rox-windy

do no know anymore

let it just be so

silently

slipping away

silently

erase our existence

let them be preserved

erase our non-existence

nomore

2011-07-30T04:57:00.000-07:00

I do not care anymore

Forgot them

Forget them

Let those memories fly out

Get out from my head

Get out

And then

Finally

All that left will be just

A shell with a mask

That's all i need

http://xsaye365.tumblr.com

Alice, wonderland

2011-07-23T02:42:00.000-07:00

photo by pk

will i ever get out from the rabbit hole?

Love and Peace!

2011-07-17T21:04:00.000-07:00

Akiyama Mio

photography by blur

itchy hand edit by me orz

K-on season 1 episode 6 Fuwa Fuwa time performance ver *V*

sorry im forever a fail mio orz

/sticks to azusa

...........................

OTZ

Starry☆Sky

2011-07-17T09:32:00.000-07:00

Starry☆Sky

Photo by Kclee

Other photographers : E-jump, A.R.C , Daniel and trolling raz

C O M I N G ☆ S O O N

........

orz

ohaiz ppl im a fail yoh tomoe tyvm sobs

Thank you lavena for the invite and feli for the costume and wig

hurhurhurrhurhur

SPRING BUDDIESSS

Alice, school

2011-07-10T08:37:00.000-07:00

A l i c e

[pandora hearts]

photography by pk

version is based on the chapter/episode where Alice and oz and gil went to ada's school \o/

/c-o-m-i-n-g- -s-o-o-n/

Alice, in the wonderland

2011-06-24T03:50:00.000-07:00

A l i c e

[Pandora Hearts ]

photos by PK

Dreams, Voice, Lies

2011-06-21T08:17:00.000-07:00

Random sketch from my sketchbook, art blocks are bad and it makes me unable to draw/paint digitally wth sobs

must start drawing again because im growing rust sobs

~~im glad that im recovering bit by bit, its time to grow /eat alice's eat me biscuit~~

I need to draw more ;w; my anatomy sucks forever sobs

orzorzorzorz

The fourth Alice

2011-06-19T05:15:00.000-07:00

photo by bryan

mori no komichi o tadottari bara no ki no shita de ochakai
o-shiro kara no shoutaijou wa HAATO no TORANPU

Meanwhile, two children followed the red path
Stopped next to a dead rose for some tea and a nap
Then there was an invite to the strange castle
It was a little card of hearts

Alice Human Sacrifice

The fourth Alice- Kagamine Len x Rin

Len- xsaye

Rin- Huishean

Photog: Bryan and Joseph

photo by bryan

futari no yume wa, samenai mama. fushigi no kuni o samayotta.

So the two would never wake up from their perfect dream

They had founded Wonderland afterall, so it seems

MORE TO COME SOON HURHURHURHUR

Rabbit x Alice

2011-06-14T07:37:00.000-07:00

see part one here

Photos and edits by KKKKCCCCCCCC

Alice in wonderland concept shot

Alice- Mbek

White Rabbit- Xsaye

Disclaimer:

Vest-Li ann

Wig and Socks- Mbek

other part of costume and prop by myself

/enjoice/

we end up reshooting the whole thing again.... hurhur

DRRR!

2011-05-31T09:22:00.000-07:00

Photo by Joseph

Edit by me

Durarara!

Orihara Izaya- Hapi

Orihara Mairu- Xsaye

Orihara Kururi- Kristen

Photog:

Chia yi, Joseph and Bryan

Orihara family day \o/

Disclaimer: Thanks to someone someone for lending us this place to shoot!

Rush rush there's no time!

2011-05-28T03:24:00.000-07:00

Off Off here we go! There's not much time left! Oh rush rush rush!

Photo by Kclee

Alice in wonderland concept shot

Alice- Mbek

White Rabbit- Xsaye

Disclaimer:

Vest-Li ann

Wig and Socks- Mbek

other part of costume and prop by myself

orz thanks for viewing

Part two here

C2AGE 2011

2011-05-21T08:42:00.000-07:00

Day 1

Mikio Akiyama (Genderbender of Mio Akiyama) ,

from the series Keion! , Dont say lazy version!

Day 2

Kagamine Len, Magnet Kaito x Len (Vocaloid)

Len- me

Kaito-Jerry

Photos by Windy

Day 1 C2age was fun meeting my friends and exchanging name cards hurrr, i am too tired to blog about it so i will just post up one photo of what i've cosplayed as today \o/

And day 2 was also fun fun fun meeting cosplayers that i've never talked to in reallife before and massive namecard giveaway (wth?!) 8D and fun fun fun BL with MAGNET KAITOOO HURRRR

Video coverage of the event by Kc! (omoshiroi.org) DO VIEW ITTTTTT 8D

Video by KC/omoshiroi studio!

more ~~shameless~~ photo of my cos 8D

Mikio Akiyama (Genderbender of Mio Akiyama) ,

from the series Keion! , Dont say lazy version!

Photo by farizasuka

Azuma Nakano (Genderbender of Azusa Nakano) ,

from the series Keion! , Listen!

PROJECT DIVA: HATSUNE MIKU

2011-05-16T16:23:00.000-07:00

Project Diva: Hatsune Miku

Activate!

The Mikus

Angie-Leader Miku@Default

Aiko Shorin- Miko

Cappy- Saihate

Devilene- Natural

Lavena- Colourful x Melody

Xsaye- Vocal

Tc Fang- Cheerleader

Vio- Cat

Jesuke- Miku Butterfly

Kyubei- School Uniform

Sharon- Princess

Cheryl- Spacy Nurse

Suan- Little Red Riding Hood

Ryeain- Bride

Windy- Plug in

Edit: Lavena

Photo: Raz

The Videographer- KcLee

The Photographers

Razrig, PK, Fariz, Windy

Video by KC

more to come sooooooooooooon

Identity

2011-05-15T08:49:00.000-07:00

FINALLY

These are my name card, one of them is special collab with Lavena mama! And i'm so careless so correction here, cure no is 179000 not 17900, orz im so careless TAT orzzzz

ANYWAYYY

SHALL MEET ALL OF YOU GUYS DURING C2AGEEE HURRRRRRR

Ps: Do come and ask for my Azusa Listen card from me during C2age! *shameless* xD

and will update about... PROJECT DIVA: HATSUNE MIKU shoot SOOOOOON!

OHAIKTHXBAI!

HURRRRRRR

Haruma's High Drop

2011-05-08T06:40:00.001-07:00

Haruma's High Drop,

Hatsune Miku(Ayase) , Kaito(Elrin) , Kagamine Rin(Lavena) , Kagamine Len(Xsaye) , Megurine Luka(Cheryl) , Gakupo(Kagami), Meiko(Kikyo) , Gumi(Karie)

Photos by Razrig , Blur (watermarked)

鏡音リン・レン

This is my first time having a big vocaloid group photoshoot, it was a nice memory and time with all of you guys~! (of course with the other pretty members with beautiful costumes and roses and frills and my threesome partners~ My costume is the easiest and the simplest among everyone lol orz)

I am very much filled with happiness now, we had threesome and had scandals and were busy bl-ing hur hur, hurhurhurhur

Also thanks the most to Lavena for everything and you were such a cute Rin XDDD

And of course, much thanks to Raz and also KC and Blur XD

Thanks for viewing m(_ _)m

Azusa Nakano, Keion!

2011-04-25T04:25:00.000-07:00

Photo by blur

Azusa Nakano, school uniform version

LOL this shoot was decided so last minute XD I would like to say sorry that i made Azusa... one emo kid TAT

now this reminds me of the last few episode of Keion season 2, where Azusa's senpai are all going to graduate, leaving her alone in the light music club :'(

Thats all, kthxbai m(_ _)m

do view blur's post here also XD

夢の終わり

2011-04-11T03:37:00.000-07:00

Baby そしてもういちど, Kiss me

so goodbye happiness...

No, Thank You!

2011-04-09T04:00:00.000-07:00

だって今強く深く愛してるから
思い出浸く大人のような甘美な世界
未だちょっと遠慮したいの

Azusa Nakano
Keion season 2 ( No , Thank You! )
second ending

Photo by razrig

Post and processing by me and touch up by lavena

I'm so glad that this is finally done... and i has..... presentable photos.... I mean.. anyway sorry for the terrible work of the background... sobs

Dont hate me love

2011-04-08T09:01:00.000-07:00

just digging out my old works, don't mind me, like seriously

its so... different than my style now sobs

missing old times doesnt help

ANYWAYS

the difference....

/8'D

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break

fall apart

Oh my Gitah!

2011-04-03T09:10:00.000-07:00

A shoot I did way earlyyyy back in the year along , i think it was the same day as my doki doki gakuen pandora shoot with blur LOL

Thanks blur for the photos, finally decided to post it after such a long backlog orz

Also thanks Chiaki for the fonts and k-on logo XD

And also thanks to myself for abit hand itchy editing (whattt)

Even though i didnt get what i really wanted and it wasn't really accurate but was really glad with the results ;w;

....

ANYWAYS.

thats all i have for today.....

kthxbai

april fool no?

2011-03-31T14:59:00.000-07:00

"if i had one chance to turn the clogs of the time"

-the rabbit that leaps through time

I am going to stop making costumes for awhile, because i have to be a good girl and concentrate on my studies as i have a very terrible brain, with my processor spoiled, i've got no choice but to stop making new costumes and props and whatever not and drawing for some period...

But i hope i will be able to continue some shoots for my done costumes and attend events \o/

till then, i shall be a good good girl

aowrhoairteuiwhtosvksjd

and i need to clear up my backlogs....

and my eyebag is getting worst........ i misss my beauty sleepssss

thats all for now, kthxbai heading to school with two heavy sandbags under my eye sobs

Garden of Eden

2011-03-31T07:11:00.000-07:00

The clock is ticking, the time is moving,

no more turning back, no more turning back,

forever alone, forever dreaming,

reality evaporating into bubbles,

its moving,

but my heart has already turn into stone,

left behind at the crack of time,

left behind at that moment,

when will my dreams come true?

Im still hanging in there, still holding in there, still keeping the faith

(/8'D yes that was just a ... half april fool post so I'm still drawing.... at school orz sobs digital artblock is here)

MAYA's Prophecy : Occult Academy

2011-03-26T11:28:00.000-07:00

Thanks Kc for the shoot, and also Mbek and Lavena as saikang hurhur.

I finally cosplayed Kumashiro Maya (twirls in circle) from Occult Academy and did a shoot for her~! The show has already ended two seasons ago and i really like this character XD

But still it was quite challenging to me because she's a very mature girl and very tsun ;w; I'm glad of how the photo turns out orz

NO, thank you!

2011-03-22T03:21:00.000-07:00

Keion season 2 ending two, ( No, Thank You!)

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Photog: Razrig

Mio: TcFang

Yui: Ayase

Ritsu: Huko Yee

Mugi: Ivy

Azusa: Xsaye

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#PRAY FOR JAPAN

2011-03-17T23:58:00.000-07:00

as we all know a 8.9magnitude earthquake followed by a tsunami hits Japan, lets all pray for japan.

;w;

lost and found

2011-03-06T03:37:00.000-08:00

"いまみつけた"

Portraits of dreams

2011-03-02T07:04:00.001-08:00

because future is all we have left

Im smiling, I am.

Silence town

2011-03-01T08:18:00.000-08:00

Entrance to the city in my dreams

the golden cage, hidden

2011-02-21T07:44:00.001-08:00

{hidden}

what's the truth and lies behind

gemini

the dark side of me

the light side of me

which one is the real us

the real me

whats the truth

whats the lie

what is

i dont know anymore

{the golden cage}

When you kept your heart in the golden cage, where you danced with the masked gentleman with your magic mask,

the magic starts;

its an enchanted night, a cursed love, a magical time

{locked}

where is the key? cant find it anymore, cant find it.

do you feel like you are a caged soul?

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-02-14T23:23:00.000-08:00

It's still chinese new year

even though we are a bit late

Wish all of the chinese and those celebrating it

Happy Chinese New Year!

thanks raz for the photos and shoot, thanks to mama lavena for inviting me to join you for cheong sam shoot. The cheongsam was given by my aunt on cho yat lol hurhur XD

im sad i didn't get much angpau this year sobs

;w;

kthxbaihappycny

my missing voice

2011-02-07T05:06:00.000-08:00

listen carefully, my wish

can you hear it?

\パンドラ学園/

2011-02-04T20:18:00.000-08:00

\BENTOOOOO/

Alice wants nikuniku \o/

Alice, Pandora Hearts Academy (tv special) version by me!

Photos by Blur (view his post here)

oh btw happy chinese new year everyone I am in an isolated island sobs my house's internet is not working idk why sobs leeching internet off other ppl's house OTZ

I demandz a full group sobs we still neeed a gilly

Turn back the time

2011-01-26T05:58:00.000-08:00

wishing upon the bright bright light

new homepage up \o/ at [link]

Alice, sunflowers

2011-01-21T02:49:00.000-08:00

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Alice, Black rabbit

from the series Pandora Hearts, one of the artbook version.

photos by blur

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btw this is the version im doing T//v//T

thanks alot for viewing kthxbai

orz btw picture is from unker google OTZ

will upload more photosss sooooon must have some suspenseeee 8D

Alice, in the abyss

2011-01-20T08:10:00.000-08:00

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Alice, the blackrabbit from the series Pandora hearts.

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thanks blur berbanyak-banyak for the shoot. now this time we actually planned this one month ++ earlier and not rush last minute. and im glad it turns out okay ;w; my costume is already starting to fall apart because i've worn it like 4 time to events like comic fiesta 2009, gacc 2010, c2age 2010 and one more which i would not like to say because it was so costoot \o/

and i've been ruining the character T_T sobs i hope i did you justice blackrabbit sama OTZ

do view blur's post lololol

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k to the photos \o/

...

i made my scythe too heavy orz

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\o/

kthxforviewingilovealicekthxbai

T//v//T

Clockworks

2011-01-18T02:52:00.001-08:00

the time is moving its time to be going let us party

My caged heart

2011-01-13T06:40:00.000-08:00

"who has the key to my caged heart?"

living a life full of lies and masks

masks of flowers

flower of time

the garden of doubt

if im a traveler

the queen of flowers

Kienai Hitomi

2011-01-12T08:41:00.000-08:00

photo by chia yi.

this was from last year november, a shoot we did with chia yi and joseph.

Hapi as Kagamine Rin, me as Kagamine Len.

this is the version we did 8D

ho thats all kthxbai XDD

Only my railgun

2011-01-11T08:37:00.000-08:00

Photo by Shiro Ang

orz backlog is backlog oTZ

Kagamine Len, violin

2011-01-09T06:02:00.000-08:00

Photo by raz :D

kagamine len default version

Kuroi Mato- Believe

2010-12-29T20:40:00.000-08:00

I still cant believe i rewatched black rock shooter so many times...

oh well. did a shoot with blur before we went to venus's christmas party ~ :D

again this is another last minute shoot that we decided on two or three days before sunday OTZ

like the shoot outcome alot :D

again thanks for blur for the shooot 8D

Kuroi Mato Casual version from Black Rock Shooter OVA!

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i pray

wish;

....and hope.

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also see blurs post at : http://naneee.wordpress.com/2010/12/29/10-12-26-kuroi-mato-believe/

thats all kthxbai 8D

sorry but i don't know what else to type cuz my brain is not working... is sick now zzzzz

just in case if you thought this was a casual shoot TAT

Dream guider

2010-12-28T00:47:00.000-08:00

let it guide you throughout your dreamy journey

happy early new year everyone TWT

Merry Kurisumasu!

2010-12-27T02:56:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the belated wish but still...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Went to venus's christmas party at Bukit Jalil yesterday and had load of funs..the foods was owhsm; mc yUKEto was owhsm... but please remember to change your gender before getting the best female award 8D

and gratz to blur for being the next most suitable photographer turn cosplayer 8D we shall be camping for your cosplay 8D

and to those few who talked to me (sorry i still cant recognise you guys OTZ FAIL MEMORY) hi and merry christmas pardon me for having bad memory 8D

this is what i went as..

AIOSHAOISJEOAIJE bbq i photoshoped my blue lens into brown OTZ wore the wrong lens for her OTZ OTZ /fail max

more photo(bombs)... 8D

trollololol

so there was an ice breaking game where i got a small present (a note book yay! but no picture because my camera is not with my for some reasons... Its a very cute book XD) and then a group game and then .... foood! Food was really good and i enjoyed it very much 8D and then there was more games (you guys are so crazy for all the halfnaked parts OTZ) which most part i didnt want to see 8D (because i know i cant unsee 8D)

and gratz to cheryl lome my new papa being the limbo queen oooh 8D

after that was the gift exchange where i got a big box of chocolate 8D Wen got my hoodie as his gift LOL (sorry i didn't know that was a girl cutting? OTZ gomen gomen) ehehehe

and then award presentation thing, 8D

and then finally was mama singing 8D Amer was really supporting 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D 8D

and then after that abit more performance and finally its time to go home and zzz

thats all kthxbai thanks for viewing i love you very much (sorry for the crap post because i was half awake AND is still half awake today so i don't know what am i talking/typing about please bear with it)

ps: thanks blur for all the photos OTZ and once again thankyou and sorry x9999999 for the day OTZ OTZ OTZ and thanks everyone else for everything 8D

once again... MERRY ENJOICE XMAS! (and a happy new year)

k this is really the end.

kthxarigatoubaibaiseeyounexttime

ITS OVER 9000!!!!!!

2010-12-19T10:01:00.000-08:00

(photo by raz)

ITS OVER 9000!!!

First of all sorry for most people because i was not in the event for most time... day one i camped at the art competition room because im too lazy to squeeeeeeeeze into the terrible crowd and day 2 was a bad gg.com.my day where i reach the hall by 3pm something.......

Even so, i enjoyed the (after) event alot with my cosplay friendsss!

Special thanks to Mama Lavena and Rong Tau 8D

Anyway i've met alot (interesting) new friends! Thats one good thing to me! but on the other side i hated the crowd one day 1 (day 2 was better abit) and i totally kenot move around in the artist booth area -_- could not fight thru it and buy what i planned to get....

Day 1

I actually cos(****)play-ed Akiyama Mio (failfailfail) and joined art competition because i got nothing to do D8

Day 2

cosplayed as Hayate Yagami from Nanoha series ~! was ghetto cuz i couldnt finish my coat in time argh -_- and some parts of costume is missing argh. and hair pins argh

I hope you guys saw or recognise me :D

my submission printed out and was on display 8D

talking about the art competition.... I won the first prize yay and thus

I got myself a new small tablet 8D

thou i don't really know what to do with it now .......

this is (not done ~~ilostthelastfinalfiledamn~~) the colouring i did for the colouring competition lol. was quite hard to me cuz at first the tablet had problems and we were forced to use mouse and i sucks at it... so i texture raeped the whole thing and then when the pen works (without pressure) coloured it and texture raeped the whole thing again LOL

gg.com.my again OTZ

Yay for the tablet 8D

name cards from ppl i've met 8D WINDY YOU ROX !

thats all for now... i will back log the actual "report(?)" for comic fiesta 2010 but don't expect reports like other events because there's only camwhore shotsss i took very little picture LOL.

thanks to everyone who helped me or supported me in art comp and said hi to me and im glad i met so many owhsm new friendssss!

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thats all kthxbai!

Death of dream

2010-12-06T07:11:00.000-08:00

click on the picture above for bigger size *_*

im too lazy so i'll just copy paste what i typed on DA!

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Sometimes, i feel like as if... i don't have any dreams thats realistic enough for me to reach it. It feels just as if the dream died. Sometimes, the dreams we dream might be just little stuffs.... that will not happen no matter what.

When we grow up slowly and time passes by, we will soon realised that we cant smile happily/or from our heart like when was was still young... we cant help it but start to wear a mask.....we cant help it but stop dreaming and face the hard reality............

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anyway meh just my crapping because its kind of my emo days again because im thinking too much againnnnnnnnnnn

did this whole drawing in photoshop cs 5 in few days time

hope you guys enjoys it...... or not.

12moredaystocomicfiesta2010andimdead!costumeprogress+propprogress is...very very slow! lets work hard together! yosh!

lets try not make our other dream die OTZ

;w;

2010-11-30T08:16:00.000-08:00

hi peoples... It has been awhile since i last blogged! Theres not much time left for cf and everyone is busy chionging their costumeeeeee i bet! Well lets hope that I can make my costume in time... and it doesnt screw up or look hideous because i suck at sewing ARGH

Meanwhile lets hope i can get over maplestory asap before i get addicted to it 24/7 till i forgot about my props that are all 0.05 in progress and lying in my messy rooooooooom

Lets work hard!

YOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Cafe D'amour

2010-11-29T10:34:00.000-08:00

Dreaming goldfishes WIP + Extra

2010-11-25T09:09:00.000-08:00

I personally prefers the bw version because.... i did not really pay much effort in reverting the painting back to my usual colourful state? So now it looks like an overly overlayed .... you know,

and now to the work in progress..

yes this is my initial sketch with pencil tool in photoshop...

.....

cakar ayam kthxbai

and then adding base shading and shaping out the parts in the face...

and continues

more shaping....

then time to add make up for the ugly plain ugly duckling...

Eyelashes! and i decided to have a dark background and started to add colours for her hair

tsuzuku...

touch up here and there...

and add my goldfishes...

touch up here and there again...

finally, adjusted it into sepia like so that it has the old photo kind of feel and tadahhh!

the end product!

My lovely goldfish dream! don't as me why goldfish but it... urm... some kind of meaning to myself? Too lazy to explain/decipher it OTL

8D k i know the first initial sketch still looks ugly. blah.

OTL

Coffy and Tea, Day 27

2010-11-20T07:31:00.000-08:00

Tadah! My submission for Day 27 of 100days countdown to comic fiesta !

It's October 17th already and theres only 27 more days to comic fiesta!

I drew the mascot coffy and if you like the picture, do help me to like the picture in comic fiesta page !

So if you like this please do help me ;A;

m(_ _)m

Just go to comic fiesta's facebook page and like the page first,

then like my picture @ here !!!

Thanks alot!

/bows/

Listen to my song!!

2010-11-19T22:11:00.000-08:00

Listen to my song!

Photo by blur!

tea

2010-11-11T07:30:00.000-08:00

Do you want to drink a cup of tea? ;w;

Drink me 1.5

2010-11-07T03:22:00.000-08:00

work in progress of the sketch 8D i duno what to put as caption so yeah orz sorry for captionless photo. oh well enjoy TwT

original post here : http://xsayedoodles.blogspot.com/2010/10/drink-me.html

Judgelight || Level 5

2010-11-04T02:13:00.000-07:00

Misaka Mikoto from To Aru Kagaku no Railgun and To Aru Majutsu no Index.

Drink me

2010-10-19T08:22:00.000-07:00

I... will repaint this properly in the future. Please excuse me for my cheating/lazy way of colouring. T3T

Do you want to have a cup of tea? T3T

Believe in me

2010-10-18T05:10:00.000-07:00

with some before pics

still shading and adding patterns on it 8D

and also my coffy day 62's original sketch 8D

and some random elf sketch =PPP

and repimp this again:

If you like my comic fiesta countdown day 62 drawing, (view here)

Just go to comic fiesta's facebook page and like the page first,

then like my picture @ here !!!

thats all! kthxbai! i love you guys!

Coffy , Day 62

2010-10-16T00:09:00.000-07:00

Tadah! My submission for 100days countdown to comic fiesta !

It's October 17th already and theres only 62 more days to comic fiesta!

I drew the mascot coffy and if you like the picture, do help me to like the picture in comic fiesta page as this year, submissions that get more than 250 likes can get two free tickets for comic fiestaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So if you like this please do help me ;A;

m(_ _)m

Just go to comic fiesta's facebook page and like the page first,

then like my picture @ here !!!

Thanks alot!

/bows/

Sunset gold.

2010-08-20T03:11:00.000-07:00

My work in progress painting on A3 size sketchbook!

I switch to bigger sketchbook already since the tiny A4 sketchbook is so hard... to paint... especially with detials T_T Will keep the book for only quick doodles and line art i guess. or character design. or something.

ps: this one wip only. o_o haven finish painting O_O

8D8D8D

And YES. TRIAL IS OVER! (except for some useless subjects.)

...

....

and one more month plus more to go for PMR.

diediediediediediediediediediediediediediediedie

Eye candy.

2010-08-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

Elegant Green

2010-08-10T05:24:00.000-07:00

8D simply love the dress and mask lol ~

not realism enough thou D8 DX

view the WIP here! ;A;